那年冬天,我的工作一直没有着落,母亲突然又打来电话告诉我父亲生病了,真可谓祸不单行。我从市里急赶回家,准备接父亲去医院治疗。
第一眼见到父亲时,他正曲着身体躺在床上,粗糙且青筋暴起的双手紧紧捂着胸口,五官因为疼痛扭曲在了一起,显出极痛苦的表情。看着看着,我的眼泪不禁簌簌地流下来。母亲说:“疼了很多天了,不让给你打电话,想是怕花钱吧!”我蹲在父亲身边,把自己的双手覆在他的双手之上 ,轻声劝道:”爸,去医院吧!”父亲抬起头看着我,苍老浑浊的双眼闪过一丝喜色,继而却摇了摇头。“我没事,没事,疼……疼过去就好了。”父亲的声音因为疼痛而颤抖,却也因为坚持让我感到无奈。
沉默了一阵子,父亲只是低着头闭着眼睛,痛苦又隐忍。“爸!”我终于忍不住再次开口。父亲缓缓地睁开眼睛,伸出手帮我擦拭眼泪,边擦边说:“闺女,花...花钱不?”听到此话,我的眼泪再也控制不住断线一般滑落。我了然,父亲此时的心境不仅仅是钱的问题,他只是不想成为我们的负担。“爸,不花钱,真的,您的医疗保险都能报销。”我握住父亲的手解释着。顿时,父亲扭结着的脸绽开了一些,露出了一丝笑容。
准备住院的东西收拾妥当了,我和母亲搀扶着父亲下了床,可是父亲已经无法独自行走。母亲背着行李不知所措地站在原地。我走到父亲面前蹲了下去,毅然地说:“爸,来,我背您。”我故意说得极其轻松,怕父亲会有什么心理负担。可是父亲还是拒绝了,他直摆手,显得局促而不安。我拉着父亲的双臂,一用力便把父亲瘦弱的身体背了起来。“爸,你看,我力气大着呢。”我边走边开玩笑。父亲抬起手,拍了拍我的肩膀,说:“俺家...闺女真...真的长大了,小时候 ,都是...都是爸爸背着你呢。”父亲的声音因为疼痛而断断续续,但语气里却充溢着骄傲和自豪,仿佛我的长大对于他来说就是人生中最重要的事情一般。“是呀,那时候,只要一出门,您就蹲下身子背着我,我问您为啥,您总是说女孩要富养吧,不能吃苦。”我说。父亲听了我的话咳嗽着笑了两声,不再说话,只是搂着我的\'双臂有力了许多。我能感受到他的满足和骄傲。
就这样,我背着父亲径直往车边走去。夕阳下,我仿佛看到小时候父亲背着我出去串门的样子。那时候的父亲身强力壮,宽厚的脊背如同一堵足以遮风避雨的厚实的墙。我总是会用稚嫩的声音对父亲说:“等我长大了,我也背着您!”而父亲总是呵呵一笑,简单应一声“好”。现在,父亲真的伏在了我的背脊上,身体却那么轻,那么瘦,原本笔直宽厚的脊背变得那么弯曲。
好在住院比较及时,父亲身体渐渐好转,只是脊背却永远地弯折了下去。
近几年来,我和父亲都各自忙碌着,家里的光景也一年比一年好转。母亲时常给我打电话,说父亲很想念我,却不敢给我打电话,说是怕控制不了自己的眼泪,怕我担心。每听及此,在晶莹的泪光中我总仿佛再次看到他那弯曲伛偻的脊背,心中漾起那段如丝如缕的过去……
您好!
您可记得,是谁呵护我长大的?是谁平时待我百般爱护的?是谁雨中送伞?是谁生病却问心无愧的呢?是您,伟大的父亲,您知道吗?想到这些我百感交集啊!
有一次,我生病了,您背着我去医院,当时已经很晚,尽管衣服穿得很多,但还是很冷,您立即脱下您的大衣,披在我的肩上,您的脸都青了,冰凉冰凉的,到了医院后,我发现只有咱们父女俩在,护士也很少,我问您冷不冷,您说得很慢不冷啊!我摸摸您的手,冰冰的。看病时,我很害怕,您鼓励我,并和我讲挂水打针什么的原因,我听了,打了针,对护士说:谢谢您看好了我的病!回到家,您却感冒了,妈妈和我都说您好傻,您说了一句温暖我一声的话:为了女儿,付出再多也很值得,我绝对不后悔!
还有一次,早晨上学时天气晴朗,可临近中午放学时,偏偏天有不测风云,下起了倾盆大雨正在我愁眉莫展的时候,您及时的赶来了,手中正拿着一把崭新崭新的儿童伞,是花边的,很漂亮,我问:我不是有一把旧伞吗?这新伞买的啊?您却丝毫不以为然:那把啊!早就坏了啊!吃用肯一省,生活用品干嘛要省啊?是买的啊!这把伞你一直想要吧!花边的,五颜六色!我是跑了好多家呢!我接过伞,仔细端详了一会儿,又抬起头,只见您手中仍是以前的旧伞,没有更换,雨中的伞。如花海,可您的伞却是最耀眼的.。
爸爸,您真傻,自己不舍得买伞却帮我买,还这么会读我的心思,跑了多家买回这把伞;您真傻,自己吃不好吃的东西却撒谎很好吃;您真傻,为了我,自己生病却不以为然,丝毫不在乎。可是,如果不傻的话,世界上哪来的母爱。父爱呢?那是不会有的。
亲爱的父亲,我今后一定会好好学习。天天向上,争取获得优异的成绩和更大的进步,为您争光添彩!
祝您天天快乐。心想事成。福如东海!
您的女儿:xx
20xx年x月x日
it's so late, almost 11:00 at night. have you entered into the sweet dream yet? i haven't seen you for a long time. i miss you so much. can you hear my sincere words? maybe you'll never know i miss you so much!
do you still remember the happy days when we were all together? during those days we were full of sunshine. you and mum often took brother and me to the park. we always saw the ice-cream tear. sometimes, you stayed at home and cooked some delicious food for us. we often waited for you and played with you. you could lift me very high. we always had a good time. you also concerned about my lesson. but you have never chastised me and lectured me. you were full of thoughts for me. what's more, you were my best father in my heart. you were the envy of my friends. i was happy for a long time.but now, all things have changed. you can't take care of me. you aren't at home all day. sometimes, i go to bed late, but i still can't see you. are you busy? no! you often play cards with your work friends in the factory. so you can't go back home early. i'm angry to hear that! do you know? if you don't come back, we'll worry about you. i often see you and mum should divorce in my dream. i'm very scared, because i want to have a happy family. i can't control my tears and often suffer from insomnia the whole night.
dad, i want to see you and talk with you. but i have no courage to tell you. but i hope you can care our family. dad! could you hear my voice?
hope you keep healthy and best wishes.
your lovely daughter
您最近身体好吗?看见你每天早上为了上班劳累,晚上很晚才回来。我已经很久没有和你谈心啦,但是又怕打扰你,所以只好给你写这封信。
您已经很久没陪我们去玩了,我不觉得爸爸不疼我,反而您每天拼命的工作,是为了这个家,为了我们。
您还记得吗?您以前无论多忙都会做我喜欢吃的饭菜,一次,您下班早,妈妈有事不回来啦。您在家做好了红烧鱼等我放学回家,当我放学回到家,已经是很累了。可一闻见您做的红烧鱼的味道,所有的疲惫都消失了。
爸爸,谢谢,谢谢您对我的爱,我会尽我的能力回报你,让你开心,让你为有我这个女儿而骄傲。爸爸,我爱你。
您的女儿:xxx
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