“You always say that I am naive。 In your eyes, I am always the little girl who will never grow up”。 This is my favorite song and also the sound from the bottom of my heart。 You made me feel so lucky to be your child。 But I find our hearts getting further apart as time goes by。
You strictly forbid me to do entertaining activities even if I finished my homework, such as watching TV or playing computer games。 based on this, I couldn’t get any grade less than A。 It is said that genius only means hard-working all one’s life。 But I think combining exertion is the best way for learning。
The most important thing to me was that I feel frustrated for having few friends to confide in due to your strict rules。 I can’t have a play date, participate in a school play or even choose my own extracurricular activities。 Who will accept such a boring and troublesome person? I am just an ordinary girl who can’t stand loneliness, so I always feel contradictory。
On the one hand, I’m grateful to have you in my life, to disappoint you was the least I would do。 On the other hand, what you asked for me made me felt like a puppet rather than a real person。 I appreciated your efforts to pull me away from a self-indulgent life, but your obsessively extravagant strictness has pushed me into an isolated and insensible one。 I need a little freedom so that I will concentrate on something I really interested in。
Father and mother, these words were hid in my deep heart for a long time。 I love you, and I believe if you change some harsh rules。 I will have a wonderful life。
Best wishes。
Yours, daughter
“我的事不需要你来插手!”我愤怒的将书包摔在桌上,“那你说,明明向我保证不再上网,怎么又登起了QQ?”她毫不退让的质问道。她语气中的理所当然让我更是生气。翻着我的手机还有理了!这叫偷看个人隐私!看我一言不发,她头上的眉皱得更深了。一阵沉默后,窗外一阵微风吹来,风中的几分凉意让我的心情更加不畅,她冷冷地丢下一句,你的手机我没收了,以后不准再上网,随着“砰”的一声关门,她的身影消失在眼角,“切!收就收!有什么了不起的!”我嘴上不停地嘀咕着,手上早已不耐烦了,书桌上堆得乱七八糟,心情指数也是降到了冰点,我厌恶地把书扔到一边。看看自己的房间,想想每天过着相同的生活,我真的是厌烦极了,窗外的嘈杂声更是让我心情烦躁,那个生机盎然的春天顿时变得这么毫无趣味了。
我愤怒地推开窗,室外的天空阴沉沉的,鸟儿也不知躲到哪去,小区旁的建筑工地传来的嘈杂声越发叫人心烦意乱。我无奈地关上了窗,却正好瞟着桌角的仙人球。这半个月以来,我和妈妈这样的争吵已不知发生了多少回,一天总有一两次吧?原本要给仙人球浇水的事情也早就抛之脑后了。但是它却丝毫没有因为缺水而枯黄,而是长得比之前更大一些了,外表的'青绿也一如既往的生机勃勃,这阳光的外表,让人看了真是无比惊异。咦,浇和没浇一样啊!那我索性不管了,任你自生自灭吧!为了暂时忘掉心里烦闷的事,我干脆上了床,躺在床上,脑海里不断回想着我与妈妈争吵的画面。
那一次我因为在车上低头玩手机,而没有和她讲话,她就不高兴了。就开始跟我唠叨,手机对眼睛的伤害,长期低头对颈椎的害处等等。但我只专注于玩手机,一直没理她,最后……唉,现在回想起来,自己当时实在是太自我,心中不免多了几分愧疚。
因为这些扰人的事,让午睡中的我翻来覆去睡不着,过去的种种,多多少少都是我的错,都怪自己太不懂事,太沉溺于手机QQ和手机游戏了,去向她道歉?还是算了吧!好没面子的!心中纠结不已的我索性坐了起来,光着脚丫子在地上来回走动着,思考着该怎么办,这时,一束阳光从窗外射了进来,我又惊又喜的拉开窗。刚才还阴暗的天一下子又放睛了,这让我心情大好,心中的乌云也都不见了,再看看我家的仙人球,充满精神的外表给了我勇气。我突然想起了什么,发疯似的冲出了房间,来到厨房,急忙忙地倒了一杯水,又跑回房间,妈妈被这声响引了出来,一脸疑惑地看着我,我拿起水杯,小心翼翼地为仙人球浇着水,看着在阳光折射下晶莹的小水珠挂在针叶上,像一颗颗璀璨的珍珠,晶莹闪亮……我和妈妈都会心地笑了。那过去的一道道隔阂在这一瞬间也消失殆尽了。
现在,我每隔十天便会给仙人球浇水,每次都满怀期望,期待我和它一样快乐的长大,这个春天的脚步又近了,我期许着,在这美好的时光中,留下一笔单单属于我的最炫目的青春的色彩!
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