最近大姐常骂我,又不停的数落我,还拿棍子打我,比妈妈骂我还要凶、还要恐怖。我表面上恭恭敬敬、乖乖巧巧的听话服从,其实内心是很心不甘情不愿的滋味,一直找机会报复她。终于,等到以眼还眼,以牙还牙的日子,我将大姐最喜爱且明天要穿的外套,用奇异笔在上面乱画,叉叉、圆圈、线条,画得真是过瘾。满足后,躺在床上快乐的进入梦乡。
“是谁把我的外套搞成这样?”“我要如何出门?”呜呜呜……,大姐的哭声和咆哮声,把屋顶都快掀开了。这件事家里每个人都说:“不是我做的!”最后大姐把矛头指向我,当然,对于精心策划的事,我绝对是打死也不会承认的。“不能说,不能说。”我在内心挣扎着,一直想死都不要说,但心中就有一股奇怪的气闷着我的心,让我难受、痛苦、无法透气,想要静下心来好好的做自己的事都没有办法。。“说实话吧!说实话吧!”我心问口,口问心的反覆思考。一整天一直受说谎之苦,最后连饭都吃不下。
俗话说:“木已成舟,船以下水。”要使姐姐的外套变回原来的\'样子是不可能的,一辈子要背负说谎的煎熬,真使我难受,我选择长痛不如短痛,把事实真相说出来。没想到大姐也惭愧的说:“我不该那么暴力的对待你,下次我会注意。”听完后,我也惭愧不已的跟姐姐道歉。
心中无事一身轻,自从道歉以后,我才了解老师教的“没做贼,心不惊、没吃鱼,口不腥”其中的道理。从今以后,我会尽力改善我的短处,变成一个更优秀的人。
国庆节放假,挤公交车的还是一如既往的多。在太阳热烘烘的照射下,公交车上也有些闷。在经过一个路口时,远远的有两个人站在那儿,一看到公交车来了,就急忙地摆手,示意公交车停下。无奈人太多了,售票员只得告诉他们只能上来一个。两个人,一个是年轻的小伙子,一个是已上老年,但也不是太老的`老人。他们一听,立刻像身后有洪水猛兽般似的大跑起来。
一看年龄就可以看到,是那个年轻人先到,老人虽然慢了,但也在司机发动车子之前上来了。老人倚在车门旁踹着气。这时候,让年轻人下去,老人上来是人之常情。但这个年轻人的做法却令我大吃一惊:“是我先上来的,老头儿,你就下去坐下一班车吧!”年轻人有些得意的说:“难道你就不知道尊来爱幼吗?”老人有些气不过说。“那你爱幼了吗?"年轻人带有一些嘲讽的说。老人被说的话说不出话来,但还是不服输的不肯下车。年轻人一看他不愿下去,接着说:”哼,老头儿,我看你还是快下去吧!免得浪费大家时间,自己都一大把年纪了,就别挤公交车了!“老人只好下车了。
车开走的时候,我就在想:难道这个人就不觉得自己做错了么?难道他就不怕遭到良心的谴责吗?作为一个文明古国的一份子,他就不觉得羞愧吗?
这件事情我一直记得,从这件事,我也认识了一个道理:一个人丢掉什么都可以,唯独不能丢到自己的良知。
随着我一天天长大,和爷爷远距离接触也一天天多了起来。从我会说话的时候起,爷爷每周都会打电话或写信给我,说说生活学习的事,还告诉我很多道理。爷爷经常对我说:你要好好学习,等爷爷退休了就去陪你。几年时间,爷爷给我买的各种读物和用具就几乎堆满了我的小屋。我的心里总是满溢着爷爷的温情,我是爷爷的孙女,也是爷爷的心肝宝贝。
听老家来的人讲,爷爷是位著名的外科医生,他不图报酬、不计名利,救治好很多生命垂危的病人,在当地德高望重。我觉得爷爷是个知识渊博、可亲可敬的人,特别期盼能和他见上一面,所以每天夜晚都要计算一遍爷爷距离退休的日子,平时积攒着想给爷爷买小礼物的零用钱,设计着爷爷来后的小蓝图。
可是,我不但没有听到爷爷要来的消息,九岁那年反而听到爷爷去世的噩耗。当时我伤心无比,搂着妈妈流泪不止。我们要回大兴安岭去送爷爷。坐在火车上,我心急如焚,和爸爸妈妈一样,一夜没有合眼。我将自己送给爷爷的\'礼物:两个作业本抱在怀里不松手。
我终于回到了爷爷身边,那诸多花圈围绕的灵柩里躺着的就是我的爷爷。爷爷......,我凄惨地哭叫着,想用一声声哭喊唤醒我的爷爷。然而爷爷好像累极了,沉沉地睡着,不肯睁眼,没有声息。我给爷爷跪下,把作业本摆在他的头顶,一页一页地给爷爷翻看着我的学习情况。
爷爷出殡那天,我的眼睛都哭肿了,嗓子也叫不出声来。来给爷爷送葬的人很多,医院的大院里、马路上挤得都是人。我一直用手把着灵柩的边沿,想紧紧牵住爷爷的手,生怕爷爷就这样离我而去,可灵车还是无情地拉走了我的爷爷,爷爷真的离我而去了。悲痛撕扯着我的心......
由于过度悲伤,我当天就病了。妈妈说:孩子太想念她爷爷了。我们实在想不出寄托哀思的办法,只得借用民间的土法,用纸扎了一个大大的彩电和一部电话,将它在关心国家大事的愿意和我说话的爷爷墓前化为寄托哀思的尘灰。
爷爷去世已经三年多了,但我始终忘记不了那让我心碎的日子。我每天对着爷爷带着柔和微笑的照片在心里和遥远的爷爷说些悄悄话,我的心伤痛着......
During the first three years of junior school ,we were very happy and free .But we often heard that Grade 4 would be a hell. After the final exam of Grade 3 in June, everything blew onto our faces : teachers’ changing , harder and harder texts , terrible pressure and of course the graduate exam .Where your position was on the listboard became the most important thing in our life .We had to study hard day and night ,always from 6:00 a.m. to 1:00 or 2:00 a.m. the next day.
But I must say that it’s really an unforgettable memory in my life. Under the pressure we lived our life to the fullest, and enjoyed the true interesting things that we may have never cared before. Grade 4 in junior school was a turning point in my life. My attitude to learning, my world outlook and my philosophy of life all changed. I turned to be positive and strong. I also gained many people’s true & pure friendship, both teachers ’ and classmates’. In some way, I like that kind of life, as it taught me many things I’d never learned before.
Teachers also helped me a lot. I still can’t forget that my history teacher talked to me until 10:00 p.m. on April 30th, 2003, for my application. My head teacher also encouraged me, so did my Chinese teacher. I should say, all my teachers worked very hard and always neglected their sleep and meals. Even if some of them were about 50 and often fell ill, they never left us one day .
The last and greatest challenge was of course the final exam, also my high school entrance exam. I felt very well and comfortable except my chemistryphysics exams. The result proved that I couldn’t have done worse in them. But in total, my mark is O.K. So then I became a student in the best high school of Hubei Province.
We, teachers and students, got together in East Lake Hotel on June 4th, 2003. At the moment of saying goodbye, I felt that my time of junior had gone ,and my senior time was coming .
Today, I looked at my graduate photos again ,and ,I smiled .
He once hesitated ,struggled, feared and doubted, like an ordinary man would do. But he just "stays at the door of fate", as the name of his newly-written book says, and waits till the door opens instead of leaving during the half way. Then there comes a wholly new world where the beautiful dream lies .
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